Monday, June 30, 2008

You And Me @ 8:35:00 PM

* Updated at 8.37 p.m. *
School days will never be fun/interesting without fun/interesting people. That is always my opinion and this opinion never dissapoints me. School days can be so fun when your surroundings are full with humorous people. XD Same goes to today's school day. Seriously I will fall asleep if my class do not have these nice and interesting people.

Anyway, ever since he/she came back, my life turned upside down once again. I remembered the last time my life became like this was 4 months ago. He/She came back. But just for a short while. He/She did not stay long. Just a week. And off he/she goes again. To a place so faraway I was unable to reach. Anyway, stop all these sour talks now as he/she had came back and I should just appreciate and cherish what I am having now instead of thinking of the past. I don't really know exactly how much he/she changed but what I know now is, to me, he/she is just the same as how I know him/her. I don't really see any difference at all, to be honest.

How much had we did for each other? I had lost count. I recalled every moment we spent together and I was so relieved that we can still meet each other or even talk to each other today. Our lifes are just so different. It's so amazing that people, which are of a complete different kind, can stay so close to each other for so long. I know that he/she cherishes me a lot more that how much I cherish him/her. It's obvious and can be easily told from how we express our care towards each other.

This post had nothing to do with my personal life today. This post is more about my personal life for my entire life. For how much I cherish this person, how much I had put into this relationship and how much we had sacrificed for each other. We might be different to others but we always show who we really are to each other. Ever since I met this person, my life had become really really different. Every moment I spend with him/her is a treasure to me. Because only during that time, I can really express myself out. Without considering much.

And might some of you will never believe, we never argue with each other before. Although sometimes I acted really arrogantly to him/her, he/she will just treat me like how he/she always treat me. He/She is the only person that really understand me.

I still cannot figure out how I broke the precious bonds between us last year. And before I realised it, I found that I missed everything of you and that it's impossible for me to lead a normal life without you. And I regretted. I really do regretted. So I contacted you. But I did not manage to get you. You were again faraway from me. I was so lost. But everything is over now.

You are a treasure, that no one can replace in my heart. I got a space in my heart for you. Specially for you. The 10 years we spent together is a memory that will never dissappear from my life. I can't say that I love you now but you had said that to me, sincerely, and from the time you told me, I had already made my decision.

Monday, June 30, 2008

You And Me @ 8:35:00 PM

* Updated at 8.37 p.m. *
School days will never be fun/interesting without fun/interesting people. That is always my opinion and this opinion never dissapoints me. School days can be so fun when your surroundings are full with humorous people. XD Same goes to today's school day. Seriously I will fall asleep if my class do not have these nice and interesting people.

Anyway, ever since he/she came back, my life turned upside down once again. I remembered the last time my life became like this was 4 months ago. He/She came back. But just for a short while. He/She did not stay long. Just a week. And off he/she goes again. To a place so faraway I was unable to reach. Anyway, stop all these sour talks now as he/she had came back and I should just appreciate and cherish what I am having now instead of thinking of the past. I don't really know exactly how much he/she changed but what I know now is, to me, he/she is just the same as how I know him/her. I don't really see any difference at all, to be honest.

How much had we did for each other? I had lost count. I recalled every moment we spent together and I was so relieved that we can still meet each other or even talk to each other today. Our lifes are just so different. It's so amazing that people, which are of a complete different kind, can stay so close to each other for so long. I know that he/she cherishes me a lot more that how much I cherish him/her. It's obvious and can be easily told from how we express our care towards each other.

This post had nothing to do with my personal life today. This post is more about my personal life for my entire life. For how much I cherish this person, how much I had put into this relationship and how much we had sacrificed for each other. We might be different to others but we always show who we really are to each other. Ever since I met this person, my life had become really really different. Every moment I spend with him/her is a treasure to me. Because only during that time, I can really express myself out. Without considering much.

And might some of you will never believe, we never argue with each other before. Although sometimes I acted really arrogantly to him/her, he/she will just treat me like how he/she always treat me. He/She is the only person that really understand me.

I still cannot figure out how I broke the precious bonds between us last year. And before I realised it, I found that I missed everything of you and that it's impossible for me to lead a normal life without you. And I regretted. I really do regretted. So I contacted you. But I did not manage to get you. You were again faraway from me. I was so lost. But everything is over now.

You are a treasure, that no one can replace in my heart. I got a space in my heart for you. Specially for you. The 10 years we spent together is a memory that will never dissappear from my life. I can't say that I love you now but you had said that to me, sincerely, and from the time you told me, I had already made my decision.